It was certainly the most difficult moment in my life. I had my own company, earned a good salary, had flexible work hours, my business was in expansion and it was a reference to others. I also had bought my own car, was paying for my apartment and me and my husband could travel every year. Yet, something was missing. The thing is, when you experience this feeling after you are 30 you start to question yourself whether this is just a bad moment or if it will persist for a longer period. And it did.